In 20 days, on the 22nd, I will be 26. It's really not that old; I realize this. But each and every day, I'm finding subtle reminders that I'm approaching the "middle ages". A dark, scary time when I'll no longer be the young blond or the girl with the cute jacket. I'll be the middle-aged lady with X number of kids or the mom-ish looking woman who just so happens to have a cute coat therefore making the normally cute coat very un-cute.
This is what happens during the middle ages. The dark ages.
In the past it has been known to throw entire civilizations into a period of unproductive laziness and wandering and so it will do to me . . .
But I digress.
My most recent reminder that I am quite aged occurred when I decided to relive high school by borrowing a certain CD from the library.
My senior year, I took Art 101 as an elective. I am quite impossible at drawing/painting/smudging, but this was the type of class that handed out A's for effort. So as long as I tried my very best, it didn't matter that my sketch of a shoe looked like a giant turd or that my collage of a campfire on the side of a cliff looked like I had taken and cut up actual pieces of pictures of fire and rock (which I had) or that my watercolor of a snowman ended up being my very best work . . . because you don't have to actually paint anything to create snow.... you just leave blank spots. So that was my painting...a big blank spot with a tiny bit of color for shadowing.
It was awesome.
Anyway, during this class period, our teacher played one CD and one CD only.
Sarah Brightman's La Luna.
I loved it. And here, eight years later, I found myself singing the songs over and over to myself, wishing desperately to hear her sweet voice once again. To be moved by her brilliant compositions and modern way of merging pop music with opera.
So, I went out and got the CD from the library.
But what I got was a dose of reality.
It dates me. It dates me big time. Takes me way back to pop-mania only in a really bad heavily-influenced-by-the-90's way.
Tad said it sounds like something that would play during a dance club scene in The Matrix.
For my honor, I had to disagree.
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
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